7.19.2009

Snippets on Confidence

I am thankful for such a beautiful day today. I got my "iPraise" on in the Park today!

I am feeling more confident about changing my mind. I have tolerated less than I deserve for entirely too long and it's past time for me to put my desires and needs FIRST, for a change. Even if that means possibly hurting another's feelings. I read my horoscope for the day and it resonated deeply:

"You want to be with someone on a private, intimate, personal level, to be needed, and to feel it's okay to have needs. A time of nostalgia and domesticity begins now emphasizing a need for security and a sense of roots. Make effort to connect with new people and perhaps you'll meet someone significant at this time."
Security. That is at the root of all my desires, truly. I have to let go of that which jeopardizes my security, in health, in love, in life. And...I have to regain that confidence that I lost, so that I can engage and meet others that will bless the path towards fulfillment. That is it in a nutshell. No need to get "deep" as I can't seem to find the words for that, anyhow. . . . .

But pray with me as I change my life and another's.

..::More to Come::..

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