Realizations

10 years ago I came back from Costa Rica to a broken relationship with a man I believed was my future.

This morning I woke up with a man that fulfills just about every criteria I believed to be ideal in a life partner, but with all the accoutrements comes the realization that this cannot may not work.

Half way to 35 and I still haven't gotten it right. Or it still hasn't appeared to me as so intended. Or is this what IS intended?

I've gone round and round with myself and with others about seeing the positives before the negatives and how to become less pessimistic and more optimistic about the potentials or "randoms," however you choose to call it, in my life.

I don't earnestly go LOOKING for something "wrong" but I recognize when something won't be overcome, and I struggle then, with what to do...because "settling" is something I'll never grow comfortable with. Ever.

Yep, I am definitely going to get me a dog when I move.

..::More to Come::..