8.11.2009

Snippets. Period.

I swear this is the summer of snippets. Can't get a full-on blog thought out for the life of me. Maybe in the fall, but in the meantime, here's what's on MY mind:

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because you had the experience." Quote from a mother character in E.Lynn's final book. Resonates with me deeply this year. Especially since I had a heart-to-heart with my best friend across the oceans today. He actually admitted that the break-up convo is hard. For him, not just for her. That's a revelation!

I realized today that I've only had sex twice this summer. Sympathy sex and break-up sex. Pause. Moving right along...

Friendship. I'm coming to terms with all it encompasses. Saved a friendship over the weekend, although I don't quite know if it will ever be the same, yet, it has been repaired enough to grow again, I believe. Yet and still, I'm learning to be accept what constitutes friendship in the here and now, may be different from what I feel it is. That, and I'm slightly smarting over married couples that just can't be bothered with the likes of single, ol' me. As if I'm a pariah. I'm seeking out the love so it can be spread my way. It always seems like singles that know married folks, tend to become married, so may that luck hit yours truly in like fashion! Friends first, of course :)

Seems like summer just started and it's over MUCH TOO SOON! The grind is back at full tilt and I need ANOTHER vacation.

Lastly, am I? It appears I won, but it doesn't much feel like a prize. Shouldn't have even been a contest, truth be told. *singing --"Stop looking for, looking for, I'm the one......"*

Babies, babies and more babies. And weddings, too. And nope, still ain't got a date.

...::More to Come::...

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